A good film. Watch out for the Momma Mary character... it'll squeeze your eyes dry.

I'm crying even until now. :p

I'm back with Lawrence. With the break-up before this break-up, I told myself that it's hard to look for "replacement" that's why I decided to accept his apology and get back with him. Lawrence had been nice with my family especially with my brothers and sisters. I hope that they didn't have this idea that he's my boyfriend even though I know that parents knew that.

We fought again after that. This last fight was (again) about my friends and his problems with them. I don't know but he has this idea that things could be finer if my friends aren't there. But then again, they're my friends and it's not that I'm giving more importance towards my friends over him, it's just that they're my friends and I can't just ignore them and not care about them the way he wanted me to. I'm just trying to introduce him to them hoping that he'll feel that I'm really proud that I'm with him and I ready to show him to my family and friends.

I hope things will be fine now. We never had a talk about what happened, we just went back together accepting each other's hang-ups. I even told myself I'm not getting back with him 'coz I didn't need a replacement anyway. Pero, we're back. Last weekend, we stayed with my high school friends over Elmer's house in Tondo. Masaya, we had silog's and lugaw... mweheheh. There's this incident na malapit na namang maging issue, buti na lang he controlled himself.

FIRSTS

first best friend: Olivia from grade school
first real memory of something: my mom's school where she used to teach, I was like the cutest kid dun =p
first car: some matchbox
first job: encoder during college
first screen-name: teknostud (beat that! =p)
first self purchased album: Cranberries - No Need to Argue
first pet: Lassie the dog that looks like... uhm.. Lassie
first piercing/tattoo: Henna Tattoo during a company's Christmas party with Glam Rock theme
first enemy: I'm a good boi =p
first trip: from Mindoro to Manila, grade school =p
first play/musical/performance: recite a poem, kindergarten


LASTS

last big car ride: uhm, last night when Lawrence drove me to work
last good cry: hehehe Incubus concert, had a fight
last library book checked out: forgot the title but it was a computer book for my college thesis
last beverage drank: san mig lite sa Gigolo (bouble belat =p)
last food consumed: lunch ko, some tuna
last crush: si chuva =p
last phone call: silly customer complaining about Flash installer for Mac and for Windows, she told me we should've just made one and it's a money scam
last tv show watched: Studio 23 showing Oro Plata Mata, weird film
last time showered: last night before going to work
last shoes worn: same old Nike shoes
last song played: Tourniquet - Evanescence
last item bought: hehehe swimming trunks
last annoyance: silly customer complaining about Flash installer for Mac and for Windows, she told me we should've just made one and it's a money scam
last disappointment: might not be able to go to puerto galera coz I got no extra money
last soda drank: soda ba yung coke? di ko alam e.. pasencya na
last ice cream ate: pede ba yung float sa coke ko from McDo?
last shirt worn: CrushGear shirt I'm wearing right now
last website visited: www.tabulas.com

Something that started as a planned sexual date turned out to be one of my nicest dates. We planned to go swimming, so with buldges and the idea of taking a shower next to each other will really say "sex." But it didn't happen. Siguro the closest would be the soft kiss that we had. Nakakatawa nga kase tinawanan nya ako... kase naman naka pikit pa talaga ako. ha ha ha

So there, we went swimming. I was surprised kase marunong pala cya mag swim. I learned some tricks and I'd never forget him for that.

I don't like the smoking him and I don't like his teeth. He's got braces and that's fine with me, I understand 'coz I got braces din before. But I didn't have those dirt underneath each brackets. Uhm, I'm not sure if that's just stain... but I can't stand it. I like his butt, especially when he got naked during shower. mwehehehe :crazy:

On my part, I don't know why I'm sooo deaf. Maybe I'm really deaf... lol, I kept on going "Ano nga ulet?" "Ha?" "Ano?" And I hope I'm not a turn off when I said "Thank You" after we kissed. Ack! I didn't know why I did that.

Pero masaya kase after we took a shower we styled our hair. It was fun! he he he

He reminds me of my friend Raffy, the humor and all. So I'm not sure if we'll have a future as lovers or not. Most probably not... I guess it's better if we're just friends.